what shit?
i lost two ang pows.
TWO!!!

what happen?
what happen?
what happen?

i shall blog everything tomorrow.
i got no mood now.

FREAK MAN!!

:(
awwwwww...


Happy CNY!
:)

my house this year.
there's no decoration stuff.
cause my mum is lazy.
hahs.
no lah.
the whole family is lazy.
usually we will decorate.
but this year.
no.
hahs.

Reunion dinner starts at 8.
ends at 9 plus.
i have been stuffing food into my mouth
scallop(is it spelt like that), prawns, fish, this and that.
hahs.
i was so bloated then.
hahs.
but still.
i am so HAPPY!
cause its the new year and also!
Ang Pow..

:)
Watch TV and slack after that.
cause simply.
i didn't want to go down chinatown or even the river angpow.
oh well.
cause i know there will be a lot of people.
:)

during the countdown.
was on conference with my friends.
:)
so happy okay.
we count down and shouted
HAPPY NEW YEAR over the phone.
hahs.

yay.
and i have 200+ angpow money already.
and my dad who gave a three digit angpow money to his three kids(me,my sis and bro)
inside got the old notes of 10 dollar!!!!
hahs.
i never ever seen it at all already ever since the new note came out in eh year?
and he gave it to his three kids okay.
My parents yay.
love you all.
love my bro and sis.
love my friends.
blablabla.

Happy Chinese New Year once again.
:)
enjoy people.
and also.
will upload pics soon.
hee

later on and more angpow to come.
heeee.
Enjoy people!


:)
Happy cny eve!
hee

aww.
my back right
was quite okay ba

yesterday school.
was was tiring.
busy?
no i don't think so.
i didn't pay attention to the FOI tutorial
cause simply, i am still a bit angry.
sigh.
:(

well. Int fin tutorial was alright.
except maybe yesterday. i walk around in school with my body slouch.
omg.
i can't take it lah.
hai.
but after the lecture.
is alright a bit.
hehe.
went to lab and print the past year paper.
sian.
look at the questions can faint.
but all i want this sem is B.
that's all.

after printing and stuff.
we left the sch close to 7pm.
went to eat with XJ
and after that we went to find yh and carol.
shop.
a lot of people doing last min shopping.
and xj bought a shirt and skirt from m-industry.
nice.
:)

went home after that.
reach home at about 10.
and just sleep.
tired.
:)

well.
today CNY eve.
wake up by my mum at 7plus.
ask me to go pray with her to my grandparents or is it great-grandparents.
the temple got a lot of people.
and its like the whole family.
from the old- to the young also there.
hahs.
cos its CNY eve.
to pay respect to their love ones.

later got reunion dinner.
hee.
then after that is ANG POW from parents and slacking time.
watching TV without having people to scold you.
hahs.
and VCDS.
the FULL HOUSE vcd.
muhahah.
yes.
:)

hope you all people have lots and lots of ang pow during CNY.
hahs.
:)
and also enjoy all the good foods hor.
and also.
i gaining weight leh.
cos of all the good foods that i will be having.
hee.
:)
btw, my back today is feeling better leh.
thanks for my friend well wishing.
hee.

ENJOY PEOPLE!
:)


human tend to use perception to ruin people.
:(
i hate those people who don't think before they talk
who don't laugh before they can spare thoughts for people?

hell
what's their heart make up of?
they don't even spare a thought for people feeling.
what hell is the world turning to?

my mood is not regaining yet.
i am still pretty piss off by what happen.
if i were my friend.
i would surely have already burst into tears and scolded the person back.
having a headache now.
oh well.
what is this?
when cny eve is tomorrow.
and then.
i am having a headache now?
what am i doing online now?
i am suppose to do comm skills but i am not sure how to do.
and now.
i feel like an old lady now.
cos my spine.
sigh.

speaking of my spine.
its not that pain now.
except.
maybe when i walk.
sometimes i will still feel the pain.
and when i lie down,
you can't even toss and turn.
sian.
:(
oh well.
my mum told me that it will take at least 2-3 days to recover.
-.-
what!!
i can't survive with that though.
hm.
but i must be completely recovered on SUN.
please.
thanks.

tons of my friends flood my handphone after they read my blog.
and they tell me to go see doctor.
i want.
but i am afraid of pain!
awwwww..
the thought of going for xray, the thought of maybe have to stay in the hospital.or even the thought of having an injection.
just make my heart beat even more faster.
especially the injection part.
cos i think i will burst into tears before the doctors or nurses inject me.
sigh.

btw.
i found a packet of twisties in my bag.
i am wondering when did i get that?
then i wonder for awhile.
then i say.
oh.
that time they ask me do a survey.
hahs.
then i get de.
there's two perfume in my cupboard.
and i am wondering when did i bought it until i read my old blog.
hahs.
but i never use leh.
-.-
i think i buy because i pity the salesperson.

one more thing-
i want to say is that.
1)i am not only child
2)i am not mix blood.
when do i look like the above?
i am not.
i mean.
i might be soft spoken when i am outside.
but when i am at home.
maybe you should see how i behave.
hee.
as for mix blood part?
so far.
those people who knows me well will know i am not.
only those people who first word is
1) are you a singaporean?
2)can you speak chinese?
3)your eyes looks like mix blood
4)you face looks like mix blood.
on, and on and on.
different people got different reactions.
got once.
a guy was conversing in english with me.
and suddenly when i was on the phone with my friend.
i was speaking in chinese.
and hell.
you know what he say?
i didn't know you could speak chinese.
then i tell him.
sorry, i am a chinese. of course i know how to speak chinese.
>.<
i dunno leh.
i don't look like mix blood to myself.
oh well.

oh ya.
there's dishes for me to wash now.
sian.
got to go
and i heck care comm skills for now.

later on in sch.
hm.
i doubt i will have fun.
hm.

shall blog later on.

ciaos people.
and finally CNY eve is tomorrow.
steamboat with my dear family.
and the usual chit chat after dinner.
hee.
i love it every year.
even though i am turning 20 this year.
omg.
old already~
shake head*
hee.


:(
angry day for me yesterday.
boiling to the limit,
was not in the good mood after i know what have happen.
i should have went to sch earlier.

:(
spoil all my mood.
really no mood to shop after that.
totally angry.
the more i think the more i angry.
sigh.
but its over.
:(
morale of story- [think before you talk]
and i think i must know the difference between black and white.
sigh.

later might go out.
if my body allows me.
cause
after consumer banking lect yesterday.
my spine hurts while i am walking.
:(
think is because that day i fell down from the stairs.
i ta han all the way until i went to Pasir Ris central to get some stuff after coming back from Orchard.
where i coincidentally saw my parents buying dinner over there.
alright.
that was when i keep on complaining to my mum about my back.
then she say go home i help you apply medicine.
hm.
its like so pain.
until i can't even walk straight.
oh well.
sigh.
then when i reach home.
i think i walk around my house.
walking in hunchback
or worst
crawling.
:(
PAIN LAH.
sobs....
eat 2 painkillers i think.
and i couldn't even lie down straight on my bed.
sigh.
i slept lying on the side.
and then also pain,
until i feel like crying.
i keep on screaming in pain whenever i turn and toss.
:(
no choice. i slept lying on the side, with my legs curl up.
thats the only way ba.

actually i wanted to go cgh and have a jab or something like that.
but i scared.
*shake head*
cos later they say wanna take xray,do this and that.
don't want, don't want.

slept at 4 plus after on the phone with my friend.
can you all GUYS AND GIRLS wake up.
don't because of small matter fight can anot?
:(
its like.
sigh.
nothing.nothing.

i still haven get slippers.
hahs.
doom.
oh well.
LATER.
and also the shoe.
hahs.
:)
ciaos pple.

my back better get better later.
or tmr.
i wanna enjoy my CNY!
thanks arh.
*pray to god*
:)


BUSY and tired.
:(
im just a girl becoming more and more lazy.

and yes.
can i just stop eating all the stuff that my parents have bought for the CNY.
i have been eating NON-STOP ever since then.
and.
im having a sore throat now.
:(
i hate to fall sick during CNY.
but practically almost everytime i think, i always fall sick before CNY.
which results to during CNY, im also sick.
sigh.

no more skipping of LECTURES and TUTORIALS.
no more.
i need to gather all my energy soon.
:(
sometimes i feel that i can't even open my eyes for lectures and tutorials.
sigh.

Comm skills tutorial yesterday was alright.
but the format for the exam was scary.
:(
sigh.

if i sigh somemore.
no use.
i just got to strive hard.

Comm skills is the only stuff that have project left.
:(
1) Agenda and Online this fri
2)Exams for comm skills on next thurs(oh my, i have to study during CNY?)
3)Comm skills role-play(NEXT NEXT THURS)

i am dead.
cos i dreaded role-play.
:(

STRIVE HARD.

my mid sem is nearing.
my piano exam is nearing.
my friends bday coming up.
my life is turning upside down.

i seem like a lost ship lost in its direction.
finding its way out.
i am lost.
i need to heed back to the right direction before moving on.
or else i will be even more lost.
i just need to work hard.
2 months very fast.
after 2nd of March, i could enjoy myself and find job.
and enjoy my holidays.
cos after year 3.1, SIP will occupy my precious holidays.
and if nothing goes wrong.
2007 to graduation.
hopefully after graduation.
uni?working?
dunno.

what lies ahead seems many.
but difficult to get.
slowly one step at a time.
and i am sure that i will be able to achieve.

:)
jiayou to me.
and also to everyone.
off to sleep.
nite.


Morning people~
can you all people.
give me a BIG round of applause

as me-
PON PFP lecture.
this morning.
now the time is 8.52am.
my lecture starts at 9am.
think only 2 of my friends going.

must congrats me pon lecture/tutorial another time okay.

let me see what i pon this sem so far-
Madness man.

1)Consume Banking tutorial once( was tired during the comm skills, and me and my friend didn't went in the end)

2)PFP tutorial once(last monday,was studying for int fin test at 6pm that day, but who knows the teacher just mark the attendance and let us study,-.-,should have went instead)

3)Int fin lecture once(yesterday,rushing for PFP proj)

4)PFP Lecture once today!

freak man, what have happen to me?
for the past three sem. i only pon TWICE!
twice only.
please.
whats wrong with me this sem?
4 times in one sem compare to TWICE in three sem~
whats wrong?
even though is different subjects!
=(
and i feel more guilty when i PON.
sigh.

no more next time.

:)

self-forgiving is so bad.
muhaha.

im tired.
i go back to my sleep already~


tired.
sigh
skip INT FIN lecture yesterday.
cos was at the lab.
rushing for PFP proj.
haix.
gonna die soon for this subject. i mean for Int Fin.
=(
must start revising leh.
hm..

tutorial yesterday totally SUX too.
sorry to use this word.
but it really WAS.
i mean.
for godness sake.
i NEED to work hard leh.
later on right.
GO TO THE LAB and PRINT all the lecture slides and highlight the NOTES please.
i GOT to do this.
or else MAIN exam i will just die.

WAKE UP!
i got to practice my piano.
piano exams is just 2 months away.
in fact is not 2 months away.
is less than 2 months away.
Main exam for sch is just like 3 weeks away.
OMG.

or MAYBE i should give up my piano?
Should I?
i duno now.

sigh.
life pretty much down for me.
i have been trying to act bubbly in front of everybody.
but.
deep down i am not.
cos studies and piano is just bothering me so much.
and this sem just totally sux.

LIFE SUX!
SCH SUX!
everything just come piling up at one go.
too many loose end.
to tight up right now for me.
my priority is like mess up right now.
my god.
i need rest and time.
but how?
when is the time?
sigh

Even though new year coming.
i doubt i will be having fun.
=(
with my DAD side.
stressing me out.
im not ambitious.
i once was.
in the past.
i dream of myself studying in UNI.
i dream of myself getting a DIPLOMA for my MUSIC.
i dream of myself ~~~
but not now.
but you know how i feel when.
when all my cousins,cousin-in-laws,nieces and nephews from my dad side.
all so clever and smart.
i feel so down.
and stress.

oh..
i just need to strive harder.

oh maybe god can give me the brains of those in HARVARD uni.
maybe i will appreciate that.
(:
nite pple out there.
sweet dreams~


boohoohoo

tired.
i went to ORCHARD yesterday.
in the afternoon at about 4plus.
was suppose to meet tingting and michelle at 2.30
but in the end.
i couldn't.
cos of various reason.
mainly because im still in sch.
touching up with PFP.
and then.
ya.
n i nearly lost my cool towards some pple.
oh no.
i am so mean.

my friend very good.
give me a ride to Parkway as she's going to parkway.
but think bad news is theres a traffic police with a camera at TP bridge there.
think i dunno whether my friend got speed.
cos i only know its very fast.
and then i took 36 at parkway bus stop.
drop off at scotts there.

and just walk to far east and meet ting and michelle.
im super duper hungry okay.
and went to eat my lunch cum dinner with them.
then shop.
but i got no mood.
saw a pair of slippers.
12.90
at hula and co.
hee.
getting it this thurs.
NO SCHOOL!
and then another pair of shoes.
hm..
money money.
and a SKIRT!
oh goody goody.
i mean i gotten most stuff for CNY.
so should be okay.
except the slipper part.
my converse slipper my mum go and throw away and now make me go market have to wear my BRO slipper.
and its big for me.
okok.
cos my mum say NO buying of shoes during the first 15 days of new year?.
dunno why.
but my friend got tell me why.
hahs.
n then i finally know the reason why!

i didn't shop much cos not in a good mood.
so THURSDAY i going back there.
i DON'T care.
My sis was also at orchard with her friends.
so ya.
She bought a pair of skirt.
and a pair of Heels.
i wanna pierce my ears and get my contact lens this week
but i too lazy to do this both.
nvm.
Tuesday.
tuesday
i go buy my contact lens.
oh well.
as for pierce my ears.
hm.
maybe will do it during sem hols.
cos i scared of PAIN.
and of course
infection.

reach home.
and then.
i went to Serangoon to my mom friend house to take some stuff near to 12 something.
with my mom and sis and dad.
BRO just stay at home and play COMPUTER.
After we took the stuff(its cny stuff)
then we went back to Pasir ris SHOP AND SAVE at Pasir Ris Central.
as its open 24hours.
went to get CNY goods.
bought tons of stuff.
Drinks,Food BLABLABLA.
and have you seen CHEN DE DUAN
with her eyes half close already.
shopping at SHOP and SAVE in the middle of the night at about 1.30am plus.
and then i reach home near to 2.30am i think.
peng~.
plus.
somemore all the stuff so heavy....
aiyoyo.
haha.
I can't wait for tmr to come and Thurs.

but the bad news is BOO HOOHOO
tmr got sch.
:(

oh ya.
i miss wearing uniform.
weird right?
cos when i was putting all the wash clothes into the balcony right.
i was like y brother will be wearing LONG PANTS tmr.
ya his school is CORAL lah.
so fast.
hahs.
oh well.
im mad.
Sister having tuition now with her friends.
n i MISS tution times.
BOOHOOHOO.
what's wrong with me?
hahs.
ciaos pple!


i dunno how 2 do the quiz.
=(
i hate
SMOKERS.
why dun they understand the sign.
NO SMOKING?
duh
why not at the coffeeshop there and have a section for smokers and non-smokers.
so that we-the non-smokers can be freed from the smell.
and ya.
let the smokers at one section.
so they can smoke.
and harm themselves and the ones who are smoking as well.
fantastic isn't it?
killing one another.
of the same kind.
I want to live healthy okay.
dun come and harm me.

oh well.
btw.
just reach home.
to have my brother passport extend by two years.
ma fan ma fan.
15mins to the palce.
15mins back
waste my time.
oh well.
im hungry.
=(

btw.
PFP.
so sian xia.
=(

-sianx-


whew~
woke up at 9 something.
just came back from piano lesson.
well.
tired*
i got to buck up and be more motivated.
but i lost my sense of motivation already.
whats wrong?
this is so sian.
gotta buck up.
exams timetable out.

Examination Time Table for CHEN DE DUAN
Student:0401023G CHEN DE DUAN
Academic Year:2005/2006
Course:DIPLOMA IN BUSINESS

Subject Code Date Start End Venue SeatNo
International Finance BAF2007 20 Feb 2006 09:30 11:30 BS26-04-06/07 73
Fundamentals of Investment BAF2006 21 Feb 2006 09:30 11:30 Sports Hall 203
Personal Financial Planning BAF3013 22 Feb 2006 09:30 11:30 BS26-04-06/07 18
Consumer Banking BAF3006 23 Feb 2006 09:30 11:30 BS26-04-11/12 26

4days straight.
and after that is my PIANO exam.
on 2nd of March
pray for me thanks!

well.
later go tamp safra with my mum.
need to get my bro passport extend at the exit permit office there
ma fan xia for guys.
why can't they just extend tru internet?
dun need the chop.
have the piece of paper can already ma.
oh well...
sianx lah.
arghh
gtg.
bye~


ahh.
did i mention that JUNYANG and other SUPERSTAR FINALIST
were at Temasek Poly yesterday fliming?

i miss it xia.
heard they were fliming beside the lib
and at engine sch.
OMG!

my friend call me today and say she heard it.
but she was at engine sch.
and she say the lib there have a lot of pple
she say so near and yet so far.
haix.

i MISS it too!
cried*

BTW. HAPPY BDAY TO DADDY!!
:)


: )
PFP was okay.
at least the spreadsheet is done.
or should i say was done.
hahs.

oh well.
2day TP open house.
a lot of people.
me,xx,xj,yf.
wanted to get the goodie bag.
but me and xx who tried for 30mins we still cannot get it.
hahs.
oh well.
then xj and yf join us.
and we manage to get it in 30mins time.
which means me and xx spent nearly an hour to get the goodie bag.
muahha.
oh well.
its funny.
cos we couldn't go business sch.
and act as an o level student.
but we couldn't.
hee.
saw CORAL sec students.
saw mabel and cy.
hahs.
oh. and ms yong and mr osman.
and ya.
talk to them.
hahs.
then after that went to find xy,cx,yx,wp,jenny at lib.
help them with PFP.
hopefully i did help them.
oh well.
:)

went home after that.
but worst.
i slept on bus 39
...
slept till ya.
YISHUN!
hahs.
oh well nvm.
take home after that.
hahs.
now tired.
*yawns*


new post. of the new blog.
decide to create a new account.
hahs.
= )
well.
yep

here im.
so ya.
move from www.rainbowlandrox.blogspot.com
welcome to my new blog.
eh.
oh ya.
friends- relink me okay.
:)

have a nice day pple.
=)

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